The less Routine, The more Life

That's all ? ...
I thought life was way more than just 24hours, more than just the stupid routines we follow and perhaps more than just existing.
If we were to evaluate our paths or our lives, where do you think you will end up ? In an workshop trying to get promotions ? Sitting in an office waiting for lunch ? Or basically trying to please people in the work environment?
I believe that if that's all life has to give, then we are all equivalent to nothing but robots.
I want my life to be different. Fun, enjoyable and adventurous and definitely ironic to the workaholic mentality. I know I know that money is very essential but not everything.
You can have the whole world yet feel empty. Isn't that ridiculous .. ?
I want to work with passion and great interest because that's when things get enjoyable. With that said, I've completely eliminated a few inklings but what's next? So what?
I guess after all, life is more or less about discovering who we really are and venturing in to what we don't know about ourselves.



If today were the last day of my life,
would I want to do
what I'm about to do
today?

- Steve jobs

STRONG IN THE STORM

Someday, I think I'm ready for battles but the truth always hurts.
You are not NOT CONFIDENT..
You are AFRAID of big time..
What's more ridiculous is you DOUBT not others but yourself..
.. That's what ACTIONS showed me who I really am
.. then comes the EXPECTATIONS OF OTHERS weighing down
It haunts me like a ghost and made sure I was afraid so that I will fail AGAIN AND AGAIN
So what do I do ?
I WORK HARDER than before, not trying to please people but God.
I eliminate and ignore the expectations and labels people put on me to make sure what I'm competing for is not what they hope to see but what I believe I can achieve
So I give my BEST and ALL I HAVE in every game
.. and at the end of the day, I can proudly tell God I gave my all and I have no regrets.


I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. 
I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed.
 I've failed over and over and over again in my life.
And that's why I succeed.
  -MJ 

Take a Stand or Sit on the Fence

One day, I want to be fully independent. Not that when I know everything but that when I don't, I find my own way out. I can fully understand how it feels like to be on top of the mountains and to see people  hike up the mountain that I was once there. It definitely spurs me to work harder and not blame my circumstances or my lack of exposure but to fully understand God's way in this phase of my life. Independence has became more of a verb to me than an noun. It showed me how feeble I was when I was standing alone but on the contrary, it made me believe that I can lead and find my own way out of the dark without the light of others.
I've gradually realised that at the stage of independence is where faith, courage and strength gets tested and put into action..

It is not what you do for your children, but what you have taught them to do for themselves, that will make them successful human beings
- Ann landers

A good start

It's always beautiful to wake up in the morning and realise that you are actually given another opportunity to prove yourself once again. 
Mistakes made, bad moods and words that were spoken will all be cleared away, 'renewed' and 'restarted'.
Sun shines as usual. birds chirping zealously and the panting of old folks exercising are all in the picturesque morning 
Not forgetting about the daily adversities and setbacks to overcome, the grind to complete and the doubters to prove. 
Mornings have gradually possessed a different significance for me as days pass by. It has meant a new beginning for me, muscle starts aching and more importantly, I've got to improve in all kinds of ways possible. 
Thoughts like that run through my mind every morning, reminding me about my goals and purposes in life. 
 .. And eventually, at the end of the day, I'd ask myself again. 'what have I gotten ?' and 'what have I given up for ?' 




The secret of change is to focus all of your energy not on 
fighting the old, but on building the new 
                                                   -unknown 

Blessed

For he stands at the right hand
of the needy one,
to save his life from those who condemn him..
                                             ( Psalm 109:31 )